feeling hopful

A few days ago I ran into a frind at the grocery store. We started talking about our kids and how time flies - as i was there ordering my daughters birthday cake and balloons. We then started talking about making and how I was breaking out so bad. She then asked me what kind of birt control I was using so i told her ... the Mirena. I thought she was gonna go through the roof. She started teling me how she was on it and how it made her change, as it did for her younger sister whom i'd grown up with. As she describing the symptoms of the Mirena - I almost started crying .... IT SOUNDED JUST LIKE ME!!!!! At first I thought no theres no way, but the more I listened ... the more I was beginnign to see that it WAS the Mirena causing my symptoms. Then it suddenly hit me - I am 100% certain that the Mirena caused my 3 miscarriages (in less than a year). After my miscarriages I changed. I was so depressed and miserable - I treated my (now ex) boyfriend like complete crap. I stopped caring about almost everything. I thiought it was just the depression from losing the babies - but i feel that the Mirena ADDED so much to how I was feeling. I sit here and think .... if I had known all this about the Mirena earlier could I have saved my relationship with the one man I truly trusted and loved with all my heart? But i guess I will never know. But all i can say is that I AM SOOOO GLAD THAT I RAN INTO MY FRIEND AND HAD THIS CONVERSATION!!! As soon as Im done writing this - I am calling ym doctor and having this POS BC removed!!! I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!! Tweet