Do I want to get better?

Hi,

30 yrs. old. Depressed many years, related to abuse from father, subtle abuse - "soft" - no cursing, hitting. No energy. Fear of everything, life, big time (a lot of it). Supplements / vitamins have helped w/ energy, and maybe old feelings would start coming up, but stopped them b/c of liver issue, elevated ALT and AST. Someone doing O-Ring Test - Bi-Digital O-Ring Test? - said Vit. C. is really not good for me, and all the supplements had problems, skullcap (lateriflora) having the least. Skullcap helps body relax, for me, and I think may also help go to the bathroom.
Have seen therapists for many years, never listening to their ideas.
Can supplements, homeopathy (have been trying homeopathy, with an N.D., but hasn't yet gotten me out of bed) help deal with underlying problem, bringing it up, and increase energy to face the world, my fears?
Guy doing O-Ring test says he can deal w/ those who don't want to get better also, but ... he charges (no surprise) and...it's not a little (no surprise), by sending vibrational energy, or I don't know what.
Can these work if I've given up hope, don't want to get better? Can mental resistance be causing liver issue (N.D. has never heard of supplements that I've taken causing liver issue at doses I've used)?

Thanks. If you have any questions, let me know.

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