"God, right now I am not going to do anything. I'm not going to pray or worship, I am just going to become aware that I am the object of your affection and love. I am just going to sit here with that awareness."
yeah, that's a big step in being bathed.
Waht if one were to become aware of nothing but being the same *substance* as "your affectionn and love". And then, being aware that I (this one) can naturally be an extension of that awareness of No-self. Or rather, Self,
not one excluded.