Oh Paulette, I hope you find the health and inspiration to paint again, it's so sad to have one's creativity literally in the closet! I really think the movie "Frida" is such a inspiration for me....bed ridden and in pain and she still painted, in bed! Looking back on the last 10 yrs with AF, etc. I let so SO much get in the way of creating, for me it was, sadly, mostly men and unhealthy relationships.......but that's a different forum ;)