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hello every 1 i hope things are better for everybody,whether the change is a small one or a big one,let's be grateful that there is one.well the reason i'm writing today is i've just looked over my account and found out that no one could email me a private message if you they wanted to,for those who have tried and couldn't i do apologize. now i've corrected that mistake that i've made(if i owe you money just pretend that you didn't read that part and you still can't send me an private message,LOL just joking)).about my account i was wondering why they gave me that pink unicorn for my avatar,it's because they thought i was an female (which i am not or am i? may be they know something i don't know LOL )but i went with it,rocking the unicorn .idk should i stick with unicorn or should i change it to something else? well as i said before hope every1's doing better,me ..i have my good and bad days still (as maybe most of you also have)but one thing to remember is to have hope,once hope is lost then you lose all desire to continue the fight,and hear me when i say this this is a fight and since it's a fight (not against people) we have to remain focused and hopeful ,believing that oneday this will be like a bad dream ,a thing of the past,something that was or feels like a lifetime ago.so remain strong,remain hopeful,persistent for without hope there's no desire to see tomorrow or belief there will be a better tomorrow and all the effort ,toil and tears that you've may have shed will be for nothing .i guess that's it for now i'll let you go but does anybody have an extra avatar because i don't like mine LOL hahaha just joking.until next time family be hopeful ,be strong and use what your experiencing to get more knowledge about your situation that can be an help for you and those that may follow your lead.one other thing is i'm grateful for every1's sharing their successes and failures.i myself am trying to eliminate some foods i've been eating .i've cut out most sweets and trying to impliment some other things. i pray to God for all our success and that our hope will not fade but get stronger being strengthened by positive results whether they're big or small,but don't look down on the small results because everything starts out small and then proceeds to grow from there.have an good and productive day.