It's a hush hush thing to most, because you are labeled a nutjob if you admit to any of this. Many of us here are educated, well-rounded people with many life experiences. Some of us are professionals, some artists, some homemakers - essentially, all walks of life. Meaning.....we all don't live in trailer parks, have our experiences come out in the National Enquirer and think the Big Foot is our next mystery to conquer. I'm 45 and over the years what I've found is, I just don't talk about what I experience anymore, unless it's to someone I know has gone through the same thing. The eye rolling and the "oh, poor dear, she really has gone off the deep end" looks happened enough times to get me to learn to keep my mouth shut. Honestly, it's better that way, anyway. Let's just say there are certain people in this world who would prefer that people like us keep our mouths shut.