Upsetting dreams about boyfriend

Ok so my boyfriend and I have been together 4 years now our anniversary was 6 days ago 2-3 weeks before our anniversary he slapped me for the first and only time and we were obviously going through a rough patch he showed some improvement and we had our anniversary similar to previous times when we both agree there needs to be a change he acts very nice and loving and affectionate and slowly that decreases until he is once again his emotionally distant self,which I cant get mad about because that's just him,who he's always been but onto the dreams because there are 2 I had one last night and one the night before.

Dream #1: I was yelling at my father about giving me a $100 dollars and I layer into him I told him the pure truth of the deadbeat he always was and his side of the family was surrounding me in shock then admiration that someone especially one of his children finally told him about his leeching off people for 50-60 years (I don't know his age)but the strange part is the whole time I'm yelling at him the scene was changing back and forth between yelling at my father in front of half my family then yelling at my boyfriend with one of his friends on the sofa and the feeling of my mothers presence protecting me and pushing me forward back and forth but i was saying almost the exact same things to them the yelling was consistent and everything I said applied to both of them in some way but the way the scene changed and the way things were worded changed
and neither one said anything they just stayed shut and listened which is nearly impossible for both of them. What does this mean

Dream #2: this was a long dream. Me and my boyfriend had somehow moved or were staying in a luxury 2bedroom apt in manhattan I currently live in ny with my mom so the location wasn't strange and my mom was living with us my boyfriend was being nice but somehow different he was on his laptop all of a sudden he starts yelling at me and he got extremely angry I cant rember what he was saying but he wanted to control me and
started stabbing me in the back with needles filled with heroin ecstasy and meth mind you I have never tried any of these drugs I scared and shocked but he apologized and was nice to me and I forgave him telling him that this would be the first and last time and if it ever happened again I would be leaving him for sure so we were fine for awhile me and mom were chatting she was telling me not to forget that I don't need him and whenevr I wanted to leave him I could and we made plans to get dressed and go shopping so as I am getting out of the shower and walking into my room to get dressed he jumps up and attacks me stabbing me again this time I saw the needles going into my back and I was crying hysterically and I was yelling at him I told that was it im done I'm leaving he laughed he was so evil it was incredible told me "You could do what you want but you won't be leaving you will be back" i stepped into the hallway extremely shaken my mom said finish getting dressed were still going I said yes but were not coming back she said fine let me finish putting on some jewlery and were out of here somehow I was dressed in 1 second and his evil glares were just so upsetting I just walked out I just left I went outside and sat at a table outside our building crying sobbing hysterically someone I appeantly knew an older man told me to stop drinking smart water it genetically altered it will kill you drink some regular water don't buy the BS its extremely expensive and he showed me an old dark Thai man drinking and dieting from the water I stopped drinking in that moment and bought a Poland spring water after calming down drinking some water smoking a cigg and putting my feet up on a chair I was ready and I looked at the front of my building wondering where my mom was surely she would have come down by now I thought I had yelled before leaving to meet me downstairs I need to get out of here so after a min I decided to go upstairs and see what was going on I turn the key in the door and there's an ominous energy kind of the like the beginning of a scene in a movie I opened the door and it was pitch black I yelled hello mom are you coming and then I woke up it was strange for such a long dream to end just so upruptly....WHAT DOES THIS MEAN PLEASE HELP ITS EXTREMELY UPSETTING Tweet