Nice thoughts... See the positive side of the situation. But i cant't, I am really nothing without a girlfriend to love, but this situation won't let me get one, i have lost my confidence. And friends... Well, i have a few, but one of their favourite things to do is to talk **** at my back, or even laugh at me as if i were nothing. Again, this thing just creates prejudices on everyone else's mind, making it really difficult for me to find friends. At least, i have learned to not losten to prejudices, and appreciate people for what they are, not for what they look like.