morgellons

In 1998 I had pain in the back of my neck & my upper left arm. I had rotator cuff surgery & my arm froze.I was told that my cervical disc 5&6 was pushing on nerves.Later on I was told I had athritus.My muscles and joints hurt.I was given pain,athritus, muscle relaxer, Antibiotics and anti Depression medication.I was put on a c-pap for breathing while sleeping due to sleep problems. I was told I was a diabetic and that was why I had numbing in my hands & feet.Later, blood test said I wasn't a diabetic & later on, test said I was.Mamogram said I had many dots in my left breast.Biopsy said I had cancer.I had part of my breast removed but results came back,no cancer.Dr. said they must have gotten it all with the biopsy.My husband & I bought a home& while moving,black specks came out of my arms.My skin felt like rubber and each sore had two holes.A black speck,a brown speck and a long splinter like came out of the two holes.In my bed, clothes, car, every place is like dried crushed leaves.That was a year ago. I still have sores, but now live bugs are coming out, along with black coal looking things and crushed leaves.I can clean my floors and then this stuff is right back.I can not get the floors or counter clean because the bug has like a hard cover over top of it.I have scrubbed my arms and gotten this cover off to find my hair with eggs attached. Every time I eat, this stuff comes out of my tongue,lips and mouth. I have lost most all of my teeth.I can not wear my contacts anymore because of stuff coming out of my eyes. I have, looks like black hair coming out of my skin and nose.my skin has closed up and it looks like it has been stitched together with light colored hair.My eyebrows are always sore and full of something.Since it has gotten warm,I am itching really bad.I have pulled the black hair out of my ears.I have lost over 40lbs.I won't go anywheres looking like this.I don't want to give this to anyone,so I have no company.I am at my wit ends.I can not find a Dr that believes I have bugs. Please help