I just wanted to let you all know how much it means to me that you all came out to support and pray for me. It was difficult for me to reach out, as I tend to keep things bottled up until I burst! This was one of those instances, and I just needed to get out my feelings. I do feel that I've hit many walls before, but this time it was really final for me. I have to get better. I have to do everything I can to get better. I do want to be well, the journey has just been so challenging, and I feel so alone so often.
Thank you all again. I will keep you all in my prayers.