A huge warm & very sincere hug (if you want one)... Re: New to This, Guidance Please!! Parasites and Juice Fasting?
...tons of love, full acceptance of what you say you feel and experience, and one very true statement: "There is no such thing as an incurable disease - there are only incurable people...and those whose time has come" (Dr. Christopher).
And since it's quite obvious that you are not an "incurable person" (one unwilling to take responsibility and do what it takes to heal themselves), and it's even more obvious that you're not ready to depart from this world, then I can guarantee you that you CAN regain your health...and not only can you regain it, but you can go on to live a vibrant life where YOU are the one in control of your body and health. Your life will have unlimited potential and you can be & become whatever it is that your heart/spirit desires!
Yes, I have read your blog, and I am still sure you can heal yourself. Why? Two reasons - they haven't destroyed your spirit, and your body clearly shows the ability to heal and restore itself. Those two things are imperative. Of course, knowledge & willingness to do it are essential. But once you gain the knowledge (and that is not going to be as difficult as you might imagine), all there is left to do is start doing it.
I have deeply & thoroughly researched the works & protocols of the great healers of the last century that were able to consistently, safely and effectively cure every known incurable disease. I have chosen the three most successful and combined their protocols...Dr. Max Gerson; Dr.
Richard Schulze ; and Dr. John R. Christopher. I have never known anyone that was willing to do the protocol to be unsuccessful. Although there is a 'basic foundational protocol' that everyone does, each person's protocol is somewhat customized to address the damage that's been done and the areas needing special attention. I will help you put together that protocol, but it's going to take (at the very least) a week or so until I can do the same for others who have been waiting even longer. After you answer the list of questions that Willowley posted below, I will get you a few recommendations on what you can do to start. I agree 100%, you will want to juice-fast as much as possible. But you should not start juice-fasting until you have a few things ready to help your body through the inevitable detoxification that happens when we fast. Imo, your liver is far too compromised right now for you to start a serious juice-fast without strong detoxification support.
Hidradenitis Supportiva - No one can know or understand this particular version of hell unless they've experienced it. I lived with it for years (having no clue what it was); I also healed it (having no clue what is was). If I become stressed (adrenal) and allow my immune system to weaken, it occasionally rears it's ugly head (very small abscesses now and very short lived). I want you to know the following in every cell of your being: you are still an extremely beautiful & desirable woman, and you still can be married and sexually active (if you choose)...no matter how bad the scarring or damage seems to you. I've been married to a stunningly handsome & very covetable man for 15 years (this July) that married me when it was active...and he has nursed me through some seriously rough times. He doesn't "see" (and never did) the scarring or repulsiveness of the disease. He only sees :::tears streaming now::: what he says is "the most beautiful woman in the world, that I am the luckiest man alive to be married to". And he doesn't mean my beautiful spirit - he MEANS that he thinks every square
inch of my body is beautiful. So if that man exists for me, he will exist someday in your life, too (if that's your hearts desire). So please, feel free to 'dream glorious dreams' of womanhood, family and love. The scars of one silly disease will never stop you...but belief that they will? will.
Likely the first thing you need to do is empower yourself to break away from the disease-creating-management system that has come close to brutally destroying your body and emotions. For some, this is easy; for others, this is very difficult. But it's never difficult if you have the actual facts of how modern allopathic medicine became the first leading cause of death in the USA. Contained in this post (amongst other things) is information about how I became "Unyquity", as well as a brief synopsis (based on several hundreds of hours of thorough research), about how we got into this disastrous mess:
//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1372970#i
(there's also quite a bit of foundational health information that may be very beneficial for you).
After you've read through that (and the various links in it), then here is your next 'assignment':
//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1413289#i
While the protocol I suggest is based on 3 great healers, of the three, the one that did the most writing & recordings is
Dr. Schulze ...so you'll see him spoken of (and links offered) the most often. He's, well, wow, he's
Dr. Schulze ...and many times that comes across as a rabid drill sergeant with PMS, crossed with a pulpit pounding used car salesman. One either appreciates him or doesn't...but whatever you feel about his personality, don't let interfere with the truth of what he says :)
What are
Dr. Schulze s qualifications?
//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1597150#i
How should one really go about choosing a healing protocol and "healer" to trust?
//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1576935#i
Since you are no longer "the average American", then the info in this post will help you gain even more confidence in your ability to heal (and help you understand why I am sure you can/will). Scroll down to "The Faulty Mathematics of Medicine":
//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1536405
Quickly in closing - if you want to start juicing, that would be wonderful to add into your current diet (your body needs easily assimilated nutrition badly), but it's my advise that you don't start a full juice fast until you have a few more weapons in your natural healing arsenal you can depend upon. Use the EFT to help flush out some of the rage, anger, hurt, fear and other negative emotions you must have congesting your body. You'll likely have a lot more rage & anger as you continue learning that what happened to you was totally unnecessary (something everyone feels & experiences as they learn 'modern medicine' is actually the real 'quackery').
Michelle, you can heal & restore your body; you really can. There is nothing in your post or blog that causes me to worry that you may be 'too damaged' or 'too far gone'...nothing. And once you've done it and learned how, your future is yours to control.
Healthiest of blessings,
Unyquity