Thanks for inspiring us! Although my symptoms aren't as severe as some people with AF I too went through the Depression part of it. Actually I was kinda depressed all my life. I had a really bad bought of Depression after a break up. I was numb to everything. No highs no lows I was just a zombie walking around like that for several years. I wondered when the heck I was going to get my feelings back if ever at all. I worked through the Depression just a couple of years ago. It was also by exploring my spiritual side more. It took me months to reprogram my mind with more positive thoughts. At one point I was so sick of thinking good thoughts I gave up. Then a month later I bought more books and read more about it. I also worked with a couch a little bit. It really change my perspective about myself and about the world. It didn't heal my AF but it did heal my depression. I learned never give away my power to AF or anything that can bring me down. We all deserve love and that has nothing to do with the way we look at all. Beauty is all on inside and miracles happened everyday. I have learned to wake up every day and be grateful no matter what is going on. I see myself as being completely healthy and just as strong as every. Besides there are people out there we can help with our stories and our accomplishments and our inner beauty.