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What’s a girl to do??


Why must I go through this…what did I do to deserve such a punishment? I feel like pms rules my life; I can’t function for 2 weeks out of every month…that’s half a year! Really sucks…what sucks the most is not being able to do a single thing about it. I’ve tried Zoloft, elavil, wellbutrin…I don’t think there is a drug out there that would fix me. I work out regularly eat a healthy diet...still nothing, WHY?!?!?! I literally gain at least 5 pounds, cry one minute laugh hysterically the next, migraines consume me, I always need reassurance from my boyfriend that he loves me and no one else…even though I know he does. My co-workers don’t get off the hook very easily either…poor guys. This is completely miserable! I don’t want to do anything but be by myself. Probably because I feel like every little thing gets on my nerves and I might just go off on someone at any second. I feel so sorry for my boyfriend; he catches the blunt of it all… I love him more than he knows but it’s hard to prove that when I’ve constantly got something to complain about. Nothing makes me happier than him and even that’s not enough. I don’t know how many times people have asked me am I mad at them or ignoring them…no you will just have to excuse me for the next two weeks until I’m back to normal. My mind is in such a fog, I feel overwhelmed, & I could sleep for days. I have absolutely nothing to be unhappy about and I know that but something in this crazy head of mind just wants to explode. I’m trying so hard…I really am….I do not like the person I am when I’m like this (and highly doubt anyone else does either).I’m one of the sweetest most outgoing people you might ever meet as long as it’s not that time of the month…I have so much to be thankful for yet I sit here writing this sob story while sobbing. Can someone fix it because I sure can’t?  What’s a girl to do??

Sincerely,
The sometimes crazy, sometimes normal pmsing chick



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