I am going to Water Fast for the next 60 days, starting tomorrow, and I am going to be very strong to survive this but currently I weigh 193 lbs (and I probably gained more because I binged the past few days). I feel disgusting and unhealthy, and I want this to be all gone and I want to really get slim enough to be considered healthy. It is a year after year drudgery that needs to end now.
I won’t be eating past this moment, but it’s not official until tomorrow. I am sick to stomach and never want to be fat ever again.
I hope I do this… I really do. I am going to be using all the thinspiration, all the quotes, all the motivation in the book to do this!