Dear Fledgling, you are entitled to have a complaint, and voice it if you wish. We are all human, and we all know what frustration is like, so don't be hard on yourself :)
As Chiron reminded me today, with the beautiful music she posted, there are many ways to gain peace and balance, and we should seek out these ways daily, hourly, or by the minute.
I like to end my day with joy, this is my way of balancing, and there is joy in so many things, from the thanks of my Partner for a well cooked meal, to the giggles I get from chatting with my Grandchildren before they go to bed, and sharing their world full of excitement and wonder. Even giving the dogs a pat before I go to bed, or listening to a beautiful piece of music, (thanks Chiron).
I agree Fledgling, that people are waking up to the truth, and there are big changes happening in our world and in our world consciousness. Its exciting, and I'm glad everyday that I'm here to experience it, the good and the bad, and the just plain silly.