focus on the best energy it will bring more energy and that alone is healing. the self come close to the source of life uninhibited by any emotion that sucks the vitality to be expressed into being. the higher self is no involvement in emotion and on it what it feeds for a reward on that which keep you at the worst energy for your body. you will learn what is true love here and realy what you want - it is not begging but living. We have learned a lot of wrong things that consumes and more that would be because of subjective focus seen by angry depleting enerngy. Meditation and self learning is the need to have the energy at the best form to you and that is healing; it is focusing on the body itself to be regenerated and that is in God power and not in the unsubconsciousness in which there is burden to be used for the emotions. energy is born from outside your body as life continue for ever. and so it has the power to life as you would see at higher self minus the sapping of the black hole in you when in plieght anger or begging for to be loved. we must be sensitive to that energy of life then i am that i am.