Re: Psychological effects of Candidiasis

Hi,

I can totally relate to what you are saying. I fell apart and am still falling apart. I compare myself to what others have done yet sometimes I sit back and say how are they doing what they are doing. I get teased for being so honest while the people who are liars are in front of me. I keep saying someday when I am well I'll not even care. Too much pressure to compete anyhow. I'd get my butt kicked.

I was on a lot of medicine for ADD... Now I don't need them even though I feel crazy once in a while. Usually happens when people put too much pressure on me to do things I don't want to do just because that is what they think will cheer me up (codependecy?). Or just have a baby that will make things fine!!!!

I used to have a chronic sinus infection. NOt so much anymore. Not much allergies either.

I learned not to talk so much as I don't make sense. ON paper yes, but talking on. I am not so forgetful. Yet not forgetting has led me to remember past stuff:(

And I taste all the alcohol from past drinking. Yuck. Pulls up unpleasant memories and things I wished I wouldn't have done. Also feel I need to have sex to spread my infection. Yikes. Never would do that. Tweet