fear over abduction

i remember a time i was in a local hotel when i was around 17 years of age and after a great night with then my girlfriend who i had a fantastic relationship with i awoke at around 3.30 in the morning ,the reason i know this is i had an illuminated clock on my wall that i could see from my lying position on the bed .
i remember feeling a little scared as i felt i had no control over my movement as i tried to get up from the bed , at which point i remember feeling that something was about to happen ,something bad ????????,,,,,, i then began to hear the presence of what i thought were at first 2 children in the room who were walking around the bottom of the bed and whispering in a language i didn't know ,,,,, but what really scared me was the giggling it made me feel so uneasy i started to try my best to get up , but felt i only had the movement of my fingers . toes and eyes,,,and so i began to try to look around me and what i remember was a blue /green light in the bottom of the room to the side of me which only illuminated the floor and no were else i then heard them say in my own language ""PULL THE COVER OF HIM"" to which i felt the movement of the quilt and the sound of laughter again at which time i was doing my best to scream ..

i then began to hear a car pulling up outside the hotel and at this point i heard foot steps running and a door closing ,then a bright light filling the room and the feeling returning to my body bit by bit until i let out the scream that my then girlfriend was woke up with and i sat upright broke down in tears and felt i had had some sort of ghost experience or some nightmare as i must say this is how it felt,,,but just last night something very similar happened although it began with me going to bed and shortly feeling as though i had something around my head pulling my head back to-wards the window behind my bed and a feeling of what i Can only say was,,,,a feeling of the texture of having a large boiled egg in my mouth that filled all of my mouth as i tried to close my mouth i could feel this texture and then feeling as though i was going to be moved as i felt my head lift and my back lifting of my bed at which time i tried so hard to shout to my now wife .

i eventually managed to kick her which i did quite hard as i was so terrified , i must say i did not see any beings i just felt something was so ,so wrong and it felt so,so real.

please help am i going mad!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tweet