WOW THANK YOU!! I needed to read that..for ome reason your post stood out the MOST. Well i write music and the funny thing i came up with an great song ....called "Shoulda been a man about it" LOL....I LOVE it too. Funny how relationships that are personal make great song!
Thanks everyone. I know I will get over this hump. I dodged a bullet and yes "I" come first . I love myself MORE.