Re: No more answers
so it would be a challenge to report this since the adults in my family who everyone trusts and loves i no did harm to me wen i was little. i am starting to discover that my family is full of incest freaks
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Why would it be a "challenge to report this"? If what you say is true about your family, then if you report it, you will be removed from your home and go into foster care. To avail yourself of this option, get in touch with your local Child Protective Services. If things are as bad as you say, then, no doubt, this would be the best solution---don't you think?
Did you google the effects of smoking too much weed? If you did, then you would have seen that heavy smoking of it does cause paranoia. If you can't lay off the weed on your own, then go to
http://www.na.org
for help.
Like SoulfulSurvivor, I'm done here. You have been given all the help and support that you can possibly expect to get from an online forum. Be thankful that there have been people here who have told you where to find help. Before the internet, such help was often harder to find.
You've been given many options --- now get going!