That's great insight. I had a best friend in elementary school named Victoria. I moved when I was 12 and lost contact with her. Great pal. I think sometimes I am in dream life where I am walking through life but dreaming. It is an Indian legend to heal you must dream. Wake up a beautiful swan coming out of the dark. Maybe my baggage load is getting big. I also read thattransportaiton is a healing vehicle. The faster it goes the faster you heal.