Starting 40 Day water fast, looking for buddy!!!

Hi,

I have attempted a Water Fast before but only last 11 days and have binged every single day since then. I am 5'5" and about 170 lbs!! I have never been this weight and cant handle it. I am doing a 40 day Water Fast and am hoping to lose 40 lbs. I would love to find someone out there that can fast with me and keep each each other motivated. I am starting this fast Nov. 17th at around 12 pm eastern time! Let me know if anyone needs a buddy!!! I have to make it this time, I cant be fat for xmas!!!