Thanks to you both too for keeping track and sending more of her... I don't know what johng means by 'she is not herself' I really think she is herself being hurt from mother earth's suffering. Mother earth being wounded is to her like many normal and caring people when they see their own mother in agony. At least, it is the way I feel things. I, myself, have adopted mother earth as my own mother in 1995 as I was ending a long process of psychanalyse (took me ten years).
I think K.Crowther is more and more herself since her destiny was to become a chaman. People from her tribe called her when she turned thirty to make the announcement to her.
I remember when NP wrote that we have been chosen...she says the same about us: because our souls are the strongest. Makes sense enormously to me. And I love her kind of presence.