Sorry you guys I made it up until around 7-8pm without eating, but around 6pm I got a horrible email that really upset me. I ended up cracking and taking my son to Panera Bread for some soup and sourdough bread. I will try again tomorrow. I just didn't have a very good day at all. Probably one of the worst in a while. I had one good thing happen, I found my biological father, but then I had several really bad things happen so. I don't know what else to do but take the good with the bad and keep trying to move forward...
No sleep again tonight I feel... 4 hour nap today though so at least I got some sleep in the last 2 days. :,(