Cr8 has posted the most beautiful and encouraging "soul" part of this program. You can have this, too. Give this gift to yourself and enjoy the rewards. Be patient and work for it. This is all based on physics. It has to work and will work if you do it and keep doing it to the end of the parasite infestation and drug poisoning. You'll know what it's like to have a clean body and be released from the torture of the life you now have.
Faith is essential. This is new to you. It will change your life, forever. I hardly recognize myself now, whereas I spent my former life in a lot of anxiety, too. Notice I said "former life". I now have a new one in which I hardly recognize the "me" that's here because it's so good. You will know a peace you've never known before. The anxiety will be gone. The brain fog will lift. The agoraphobia will go away. You won't feel this until the junk is gone. You may feel a little worse before you feel better. Not to worry. That's the roller coaster ride we all go on till it's over. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Keep your eyes on it and walk forward into the light. You will realize your dreams, but first you've got some work to do.