What I know, is that I believe in the same Jesus Paul did, the same Jesus that did not heal Paul's physical ailment after he asked him to.
You are taking scriptures out of context, and making them say what you want them to say.
If God wanted to heal us all perfectly in the physical, then nobody would ever die. You think you are not going to die?
Do you deny the scriptures that talk about how we are going to suffer in this world, and that call us to even rejoice in our sufferings? Paul said he rejoiced in his sufferings, even his physical afflictions. Do you deny that he says that?