Glad you found this website. It is so important to know and feel that you are not alone and more important to know that you are not crazy as we all start to feel when going through this horrible ordeal. I felt so much better reading all the posts and it was very encouraging to know that I would feel better with every passing day. It is also very helpful when you have so many questions and everyone is willing to help with their input. Good luck to you and your recovery and sorry to hear about what you are going thru.