im glad your doing better man you've been here aslong as i have and its good to hear people are doing better.
on the whole if it take years of straight edge, no food, no alcohol, no enjoying life i will just punt myself in, its a pointless strict life whilst the others enjoy themselves enjoying normaility.
Maybe i do need anti-depressants. sorry to bring pessimism to your thread like i say im glad your feeling better dude.