My NJ Trip Report; Good News and Bad News
Dear friends:
I did attend the Natural Solutions Foundation War Council meeting in Newton, NJ, and I met a lot of wonderful people there. This was a meeting that I was allowed to attend by paying “at the door”, as I simply did not have enough money to go to it until I got my January SSD check.
I did prepare for this meeting as much as I could, in the short time that I had to do so. Hamilton College allowed me to run a laser printer non-stop for over five hours one day, and for an hour and a half on another day as well. During this time I printed out thirty copies of a few dozen (or more) blogs on my WordPress site (http://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/). I also went to Staples and had them make thirty copies of Willy’s “before and after” pictures. I put one of these pictures, and a set of the copies of the blogs that I had made, in a large envelope. My point in doing so was to be able to pass out what I knew about the correction of depression, ADHD, bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia to many of the attendees, and many of the speakers, at this War Council conference.
I also got a new pair of glasses (I was admittedly gifted the money to do so by my ex-wife Pamela, as I could not afford such on my own). In addition to this, I borrowed some decent clothes, and a nice pair of shoes, from my brother Steven. And I made up baggies to take with me, such that I could be well for the entire time.
I showed up in NJ stable and well, and ready to effectively share a message of great hope with any and all that would listen to what I had to say.
This was a great conference!!! Despite the fact that there were numerous technical difficulties with the audio and sound going out over the Web, I was very impressed with the content of this conference, as well as the quality of people that attended. (The Natural Solutions Foundation people did explain to all that this was the first Webinar conference that they had put on. They stated that they had “learned a great deal from their mistakes” in regard to audio and video technical difficulties, such that these will be avoided in the future.) Putting these technical difficulties aside, the content of many of the presentations was very insightful, if not extremely so. I learned a good deal at this conference that I did not know before, despite the fact I was lobbying “what Willy and I had discovered” most of the time.
Near the very end of the conference, I did get a chance to put in a solid plug for my son Willy’s recovery, and what it means, as a member of the audience. I wish to deeply thank Dr. Rima Laibow for allowing me to do this. I also wish to thank her for repeating the gist of what I said to the audience on the Web (she did this for others as well, not just for myself).
My only disappointment at this War Council meeting was that I did not have a chance to be an unscheduled speaker at the end. I had hoped that perhaps I would be allowed ten minutes at the end of the conference to speak in front of the microphone. My volunteering to do this on the afternoon of the first day of the conference was not accepted by those it was made to. I graciously accepted this. (I was not scheduled to speak after all. For me to expect a change in the rules “on-site” , such that I could speak, was a big “if”, and I knew this prior to attending. This is why I brought so much literature with me to hand out, as I knew that I probably was not going to be allowed to speak in from of the microphone. The literature that I brought with me was a way to be heard without my being a formal speaker.)
After the conference was over, I did have the pleasure of attending the “wrap up dinner” of many of the conference principals, and some of the attendees.
I cannot thank Dr. Rima Laibow, Maj. General Stubblebine (Ret.), and the rest of the Natural Solutions Foundation, enough for both the work that they do, and for this War Council meeting that I just attended. These are great people fighting for a just cause, and they are doing a very commendable job. (If you do not get their free newsletter yet, I highly suggest that you do.
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I left this conference late Sunday night (January 3rd), enroute to Atlantic City to get a bit of followup work done (using my laptop) and to see an old friend.
Here is where things get interesting, to say the very least.
On Monday and Tuesday immediately following the War Council meeting, a three way email conversation between (1) myself, (2) a conventional doctor practicing in Manhattan that had “gone alternative”, and (3) Dr. Rima Laibow took place. The gist of this email conversation was (1) Dr. Laibow asked me how I could best help the cause, (2) I told her that “before and after” video testimony of persons that were depressed and used a Willy’s baggie approach would be very damaging to Big Pharma, and (3) the doctor in NYC expressed an interest in trying such, assuming the patient confidentiality issue could be overcome (adequately addressed).
While the above email conversation was occurring, I knew Big Pharma was reading everything that I wrote as I wrote it (I was writing it from “my infected laptop”). They are also able to read what people email to me when I open it (via screen capture or some other means).
As soon as the doctor in NYC expressed an interest in working with me, I knew that I might be in trouble safety-wise, and that I should change motels. This is becuase I knew that what was being proposed by the doctor in NYC simply could not be allowed to happen, as far as Big Pharma goes. (I finally had found a collaborative and respectful doctor to work with, and the Natural Solutuons Foundation represents “a horn that can immediately be heard around the world”. Our three way collaboration would be too damaging to Big Pharma. It simply could not occur.)
Well, I did not move motels. I booked another day, knowing my life was at risk to do so. I am tired of running. I also thought “well, I might be OK staying in this motel, for if I disappear now, right after this War Council conference, everyone will know Big Pharma was behind this, and they are afraid of making a martyr out of me”.
Instead of being fearful and moving motels, I baited Big Pharma with “a second horn that can immediately be heard around the world”. As I was going to go up to NYC soon anyway (to work with this particular doctor), I made an open offer to speak to the Icarus Project. I wrote this material from “my hacked laptop”, and posted it all over the Internet. Either of these two avenues (the doctor in NYC and the Natural Solutions Foundation, or my speaking at an Icarus Project meeting), would quickly move forward the truth about the tremendous therapeutic power of the entire range of nutrients “taken all at once”.
What an idiot I was in assuming that action would not be taken by what I was writing, and what was being written to me, from this motel in NJ. I was dead wrong in this assumption that I was safe emailing the parties that I was from this motel in NJ. At this point in time, I am 99% percent certain that on or about 8:30 PM Wednesday night an attempt was made to grab me and make me disappear “Jimmy Hoffa style”. If I had pulled into the parking lot of this motel even five minutes after I did, I would not have realized such, as I would not have seen what I had. I am extremely lucky to be alive.
I immediately returned to Utica, NY the day after the above, after booking another room for Wednesday night in Atlantic City, one that was not in my name.
Incidentally, I did go to the police that Thursday morning requesting an escort to get my stuff out of the room of the motel. They would not escort me, but I was told to go back to the motel and see if the car was still there (the one that I was concerned about). The policeman I spoke to told me to copy down the plate number of the car in question, and bring this number back to him so he could run it. He told me if they did not like what they saw from running the plate number, they would escort me back to my room to get my stuff. Unfortunately, the car in question was gone. I emptied my room as quickly as possible, and drove immediately back home.
Since I have been home, a number of strange things have occurred. These strange things include (1) some phone calls being unable to be made from my
Cell Phone , (2) the email ability of my
Cell Phone stopped working for two days (an event Verizon could not explain, as even giving me a new phone did not help here), (3) the furnace in the apartment of a friend and that I was crashing in quit working, and (4) I read an email that stated that the Center For
Science in the Public Interest has asked the FDA to abolish the health claims of supplements unless they go through the “drug approval process”. Maybe all these events are not related to “the attempt to make me disappear in NJ”, but certainly some of them are, at least in my opinion.
Conclusion
The bottom line of the above is that I have known for at years that if I succeed in my goals, Big Pharma is doomed. They know this just as well as I do. I came far too close to succeeding in NJ, and this was untenable to them.
I sincerely believe that some party hired by a drug company took a shot at taking me out by grabbing me, and making me “disappear Jimmy Hoffa style”, on January 6, 2010.
I now know (to the point of near certainty) that my fear of Big Pharma, since they began repeatedly hacking computers I am using beginning in June 2006, was, and is, justified. And I know at this point that if Big Pharma catches me alone again, such that they can grab me and stuff me in a car without it being witnessed by anyone, I am a dead man.
I have grown weary asking the world for help. My last call for help was prior to this conference. This request netted me a single donation of $20, and a very supportive card from an anonymous person, who remarked how courageous I was to be doing what I was doing, I deeply appreciate the fact that at least one person understands what I am trying to do, and gave me a bit of help. However, I am done asking the world for help. As desperately as I need fiscal help in order to continue my work (of trying to help the world), it may be “too little too late”.
Allen Darman