ok..I understand about appreciation (might be hard sometimes though), and being understood (I try already to understand others, really I do, not perfectly allways but I do, afterall I don't want to turn into some bigot or hypocrite either) but abundance..what if I'm poor like a dog, there's nothing I can give to others, what do I do? what can I give? :/
and personally all I need is certain amount of money to fix my life, and I need it quick, what must I do I don't get? :S I'm not bad person, I'm grateful and caring, ok I have my claws but law is avoiding me no matter what I do anyways..