Re: Controlled Demolition Economic Collapses

What I'm saying is that there is very good chance that this growing unrest is being allowed to happen because it is required to fulfill the grand plan. Thus "people waking up" is in part being provoked , slowly, gradually, so as to make it appear truly organic and not staged...

Interesting read on what Albert Pike was about. KKK, Civil War genius, jailed for treason, Masonry, illuminati, the three wars before the nwo... satan worship, etc. Can all of it be true? Can any of it be believed to be true? Or is only some of it?

I can't say that I know the answer. What I can say is from what have only experienced for myself. And that is: when death comes and stares you in the face, it causes the mind to stop its fluctuatiing. When the mind completely stops moving, even if it is for a fraction of a moment, it is in this moment when waking up is most possible. It is the same with mother nature. When the storm gets so intense, it is not possible to think about yesterday, or tomorrow. There is only being in the moment with the wind, the rain and the house shaking as if it is going to come down on you. All one can do is watch it happening. The more close death is, the more aliveness is felt. Awareness is a consequence.

I find it hard to believe that a top leader of the KKK would truly understand any of the mysteries of existence, to really have had an awakening moment for himself, to actually have fallen in love during any of the years he had lived his life. And without love, his life was absolutely wasted.

I would bet money that this is what he missed in living his life. He missed the opporturnity for love to happen to him. This is what the trade-off was for him. He was too afraid of love. Too afraid to be intimate with another human being, to open himself up to the eyes of another human being on such a level... To expose his inner frailties to another is something he could not bear to do. Instead, he chose to run away from it and became obsessed with having things instead. Accumulating things like power, prestige, wealth, fame, to cover up his inner poverty. In fact, I would suspect that this is the common disease in which all the so-called shadowy figure types are afflicted with.  

I tend to neither believe nor disbelief any of the stuff I read or hear about. Only if I experience it, first hand, for myself, only then can I be certain. I basically take the position of being agnostic to all of it. So I can say I really don't know if any of it is true or not. 

What I find rather ridiculous is that these so-called shadowy figure types are held in such high regard, even amongst those that are crying others to wake up to the nwo. Wake up? Really? They (the so-called shadow figures) only attract others that are afflicted with the same dis-ease. Years ago, I remember my brother wanted to become a mason. He's the one that first told me about so many of the presidents being masons. My father was into occult shit. I had heard he had some sort of weird things going on with my two younger sisters... some ritualistic ceromony. He abused all us kids. He was into getting rich quick in the stock market. I hadn't seen him in 20 years, and I thought I would call him up. He must be about 83 now. All he could talk to me about is how well he was doing in the stock market, still.

But there is one thing I knew about him. And that is: he did not know how to express love. I remember I went to see him one time when I came from one of my trips to India. I gave him a good hug. And he could not handle it. He just tensed up all over. I could feel it. He sure knew how to kick us around but he did not know how to love his own family. Instead he ran away from it. Years ago I tried to explain it in a letter to him. That he seemed to have a habit of blaming the others around him as to the reason why he was not happy. He's down in South Carolina somewhere, still the same, still lost, still miserable, not knowing why.

So I find it ridiculous that so much is found on the internet that glorifies these miserable people. The world is miserable because of this inability to accept oneself for who they are. That is as simple as it gets. As a result they hide things, they hide things from others and they hide things from themselves. Hence, so much into secrecy. The deeper they hide, the more they try to cover up their inner feelings, the more obsessed they become with having things in the outer world. Its a band-aid put over a cancerous tumor. That is all what is going on here. And its been a worldwide pandemic.

I find it interesting... all what is going on. But the world has been following their lead. And that road goes absolutely nowhere.   

 Peace -*- turiya