How soon is "soon" ?

I know about how "soon" appears to souls... In the background of timelessness it is but a moment.. but to our broken hearted bodies below... soon can never be soon enough...
and still...

I think when I came back from the other side...
I felt so small... so little of me was left that I would
want to give to the light as my love offering...
the moments from my life that I could add to who and what love
was... is...

I had spent most of my life....up to that time of my NDE... doing things that were not going to survive ... this life... They died when I died...cast aside... forgotten by love... But even now...far from getting all of my life into my next life-review... since that horrible wonderful day... I did
at least "get" that if we limit who we will love... we limit the
contacts we will have with other souls... on the other side... and forever is a long time.... but beyond forever... and ever... and evermore... Our thoughts on the other side only go to places we let them go so if we loved bunches in this 3D world it is an excellent frame of reference for going on to higher schools of love beyond the tears and pain... into the next world... worlds... That is the reason why souls keep falling over and over... and over until... that day when we can finally say... enough of pain... and be still... finally arriving at love is the only way... and although to my soul... coaxing my body with it will all be okay very "soon..." this heart of mine keep saying it is broken enough... but my soul... my mean ole soul... knows... if I do not get that final lesson of love strong enough to avoid the temptation to fall again... that my soul will indeed fall... so the burden goes on... and still... not soon enough in my humble opinion... there will be an end... to the heartache and pain... and only the sum of all love will remain...

love, light, and gentle moments of loving kindness to you forever and beyond forever... let us meet there one fine day...

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