Re: Any chance of a reply to question T?

Hi Uny,  Greetings Whitebeach!
Here is my reply to your questions.  'So sorry for the delay (but I did post that I wouldn't be posting for a couple-three weeks...perhaps you didn't see it).  Anyway, I'm here now.  At least I can address what you're reporting from earlier (even though it may not have much to do with what's happening currently).  Onward!

Last couple of days seem to be better. The light headedness is less, nausea nearly gone. Still feel fatigued but managed to work in the vege garden yesterday.  All good news!  I'm glad to hear those tremors have subsided.  Benzo withdrawal has the potential to be downright horrible (for months/years)...so a cessation of symptoms is great news!

I can't remember what I was feeling when I started taking the benzos, just needed something to relieve my back pain and help sleep. It did this.   Yes, they're a very effective, potent chemical.  It's too bad for us and our bodies that physician's world-wide are misinformed; most have no idea of the destructive/addictive nature.  I find it flabbergasting how truly ignorant physicians can be.  After two+ years off Klonopin (her doctor addicted her, and then took her off way too quickly), she was still in benzo hell (protracted withdrawal syndrom).  One of the most horrible things I've ever had to do was take her to a psychiatrist to reinstate (imagine me requesting addictive psych drugs for my mother :::sigh:::).  She asked him about the addictive nature, and he replied: "They're only addictive if you take more than I tell you to take".  It was all I could do to keep my mouth shut.  There I am, looking at a human with over 10 years of education, claiming an addictive substance is only addictive depending on his recommended dosage size.  Sheesh, any grade-schooler knows that if something is addictive, it's addictive...it doesn't matter how much one takes.  I wanted to scream at the doctor:  "So what's the non-addictive dosage for the twice daily usage of heroin!?".  And we put our LIFE into the hands of these people.  Luckily a few months ago I went from 5mg to 2.5mg. I did stop ocassionally and at one point had extreme mettalic taste in my mouth, this I now know was a withdrawal symptom.  Exactly...and likely other issues you had no idea were correlated.

Re what I am takin: liver, prostate,parasite tinctures. Cayenne. Superfoods, veg juices. no fruit juices? there's no reason you can't have them 'within reason'. F#1. CE's every other day. I'd recommend CE's everyday...especially since you're obviously dealing with an extremely congested liver, complicated by flukes.   You'd be feeling much better if you were taking IF#2 daily (the charcoal & bentonite are very effecting at adsorbing toxins, and your liver is much easier to decongest when it discerns the 'tubing is clear & clean".  Your choice of course, but I don't ever recommend juice fasting or liver cleansing without the IF#2.  Yesterday got a cup full of bilary sludge and in it quite a few roundish soft/dense clay like balls. Not the consistancy of bm more like a smooth clay like. What and where did they come from!? Other days still getting particles of flukes(?). Still have discomfort in liver area, gets progressively worse as the day goes on. Seems like movement bending over, working etc irritates it. What does that mean?

These are the only two questions I see (and my 'thinks & thoughts'):

Yesterday got a cup full of bilary sludge and in it quite a few roundish soft/dense clay like balls. Not the consistancy of bm more like a smooth clay like. What and where did they come from!?  Having not seen them, I can't say for certain...but there's a LOT of folks on the liver flush forum that have seen "clay colored stones", so since you're doing liver work, getting out sludge, it's very possible a few stones slipped through the congestion.  I've seen liver/gallstones after a CE (as have many others).

Other days still getting particles of flukes(?). Still have discomfort in liver area, gets progressively worse as the day goes on. Seems like movement bending over, working etc irritates it. What does that mean?  Having a first (?) full liver flush that didn't produce stones, getting out lots of sludge with the CE's and seeing evidence of flukes (after using a tincture that contains a small amou t of anti-parasite herbs).  To me, that clearly means that your liver is very congested (most everyone's is in our age bracket, and always are with CFS) and you have liver flukes on top of it.  You'll never get the liver decongested and open/flowing until you kill and eliminate the flukes (the stones can't "get through" all the tails hanging down into the biliary ducts and the dead, rotting carcasses).  2-3 CE's a week isn't likely to "break through" that kind of clog (2-3 daily would be more likely).  My advice?  Kill the flukes and get them out.  Take 3-9 cloves of raw garlic daily and do at least one CE daily.  (I've experienced liver flukes - you're looking at a minimum of 6 weeks to break the cycle...and that's IF you kill ALL the adults in those 6 weeks).  At the time I had them, I did 6 cloves of garlic daily with back-to-back CE's for three days, then took 4 days off.  Then repeated that for 5 more weeks....and ended with a flush.  BUT, I didn't have a severely congested liver and the infestation didn't seem to be severe (my previous flushes had yielded lots of stones).  If you feel you're not having  'benzo issues', there no reason I know of that you can't do a full liver flush at least once every two weeks....and I'd be tempted to do one weekly if I were experiencing what you're reporting (and have reported).

You're definitely on the right track here (and you ARE doing good, healing protocols), and I know it must be difficult.  But I'd be amiss if I didn't tell you that this track is the same length, whether you go slowly or quickly...and sometimes going slowly (particularly with the liver) can make the track VERY bumpy!  Just like any engine, if the fuel/fluid lines are congested/impacted and you do a 'partial flush', you can end up with an engine that seems to be getting worse instead of better.  Once we start stirring things up in the liver, we NEED to get the things we've stirred up OUT of the liver!  Do you "have" to be more aggressive?  No you don't...but you do have to live with the possible consequences of going slowly.  I'm not trying to tell you to not listen to your doctor within, nor am I suggesting you be more aggressive than you feel comfortable being.  I just want to share what seems to be the problem (to me), and why it may seem you're not progressing and healing as fast as you'd like to be progressing & healing.  In order for the natural healing schematics of our body to be effective, all organs have to be free of congestion and functioning adequately.  The faster you make that happen, the faster you'll start seeing the results you deserve.  You CAN do it...and your body WILL reward you for it!

Heal ON!!

Unyquity