I think I needed to...
say a few things and hope they come out ok. I just read what you went through, Wings. (I am not on here as much as I used to be)
A few months ago I was forced to go to the horrorhosp. and it was very hard to accept the fact that I actually went. I reread some Dr. Shultz writings like you did but in the end I agree with what he says but I think everyone has a unique situation and "throwing" people out cuz they made a mistake is not healing either. But I digress. I just want say I feel your pain in regard to the stress. Its hard to banish stress while we are doing the program and for some(like me) doing it caused stress to those around me which in turn caused me stress and well I didn't get the results I would have if it hadn't been for the STRESS. Even with the stress you are having amazing results if your tests came back like that.
I am sorry you are stressed and I do understand how you finally gave in and went in. Now that you know your truely ok, I just know that you can make more progress than ever before.
Lastly I just want to say that reading your posts always makes me feel better. You are a one of a kind and I am praying for you and not passing judgement.(not that I am saying anyone here is) You have so much to learn and to teach. Thanks for posting your story.