I share your pain, my friend. I have friends and family members who have refused to consider oleander and other alternatives who are in the process of dying - even when one of them saw her own sibling (my 86 year old uncle) beat metastic lung cancer with oleander, other supplements and a healthy lifestyle.
Similarly, my own father is wasting away in hospice after a horrific automobile accident just prior to last Christmas. The doctors did typically good work repairing the broken parts and trauma, but he contracted first pneumonia and then MRSA and has been wasting away due to the combination of poor nutrition from a hospital diet and continuous antibiotics. And I am powerless to get him the colloidal silver and other items that could surely save him.