When does this get better?

I know; I know, this is a question asked a million times, and I know there is no real answer. I am just feeling really crappy again. I had read about the 1st crash and then the 4 month crash, but I feel like I have been crashing since about 2 1/2 months, with only a few good days here and there. This is really hard. I am about 4 days from my 4th real period post removal, so I am pretty sure I am just in hormonal hell right now. UGH...I have been crying over nothing, super sensitive and have had weird cramps since Wed. Before Mirena I would only have PMS for maybe a couple of days before my period and cramps the first couple of days of flow; and I am not normally a cryer. What in the world is going on with my body. I HATE this. I know that has been said a million times as well; but right now I just feel like I am never going to be myself again. I miss my life...I miss "me"...Sorry for the rant; just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.