went to church and now I am sad!

well I decided to go to church with my daughter tonight and everything was going just fine (was a good service that I was enjoying)and then .....
we all gathered around to pray and the preacher was asking if there were any prayer requests ...one by one people spoke up and I was astounded as to how many people there were dead or dying from CANCERamong other things! It saddened my heart to know that these people would never know what a real cure was...
I remember some of those request and they are as follows

please pray for :

guy who has cancer in both kidneys...just diagnosed!
15 yr old girl with inoperable tumor (didn't say where)
guy who died just yesterday with cancer that had spread to his brain..
girl/relative 19yr old who had swine flu in florida and it damaged her lungs permenantly!!
guy who they believe that his cancer is in remission at this time ..not sure what kind..
guy who had 3 knee replacements in the SAME knee who had to have it amputated cause of infection/rejection by his body !!! he is ok and in good spirits as of now!
a grandpa that died 2 days ago of cancer ..wanted prayer for family
a guy with a blood disorder and in bad shape
cancer...cancer ...and more cancer ..with no hopes of being cured ..only remission or death!!

my heart poured out to their families and I wanted so bad to speak up and tell them what I know ..that everyone can be cured and that there are no incurable diseases just incurable people.. but I felt highly inadequete to do so afraid of being bombarded with questions that I couldn't answer .. SIGH!! sob..sob ..
I am not prepared to do so but I felt really motivated for giving one on one help..but who am I to say what when I wouldn't be practicing what I preach.. A hippocrite I am .sigh! It motivates me to do better though and thats good. I am far from perfect but somehow feel I have a destiny as everyone does and I am trying desperately to figure out what that is.I know I like to help others (always have) I need more schooling thats for sure LOL!! ok UNy you ready?
and confidence to help others and do so efficently without error.. I need all the info I learn plastered inside my brain with the ability to recall it all in a split second .now wouldn't that be nice..LOL!!
a photographic memory ..yeah thats it... ok I am dreaming now !! smack! back into reality I am ..

I am learning all I can ..on here researching all the time trying to learn so I can help others that will listen and do what it takes to get well.. those that don't want to learn or listen are a waste of my time and theirs ..I am still like a child taking it all in right now though as are most others on here...I still have a lot of changing to do myself before being able to help others I know

I do wish I could do something but don't really know where to start..I hope I can get to the point where I can be a good example and start helping/teaching others how to heal themselves..that seems to be my only shot right now .. there are other prayer requests but those are the ones that stood out to me tonight .. and there wasn't over 30 people there tonight and to have that many was appauling ..my heart is saddened now but I somehow have hopes for the future as there will always be someone need ing healed from something or another ..and when I become knowledge confident it will happen ..I am somewhat inspired now!Uny can't do it all !! bless her soul..this world is way too big for that ..she needs apprentices all over the world doing as she says - educating the world one person at a time .. me personally I would feel guilty for not telling someone how to heal themselves if I knew what to do and they didn't...they might do it and they might not but at least I would be doing my part by telling them .right? I could go on but I am stopping now .I gotta get off here a few and gather my thoughts ..be back later.

blessings

Anne_33