Re: A question for anyone who is, or was on antidepressants or alternative/natural meds.

To Wanda....and all the rest of my ladies,

I responded to you (wanda) privately, but...you are such a different story-I felt a more public response was important. all of us feel pain, but also fear. your story may be hard for so many to see, and responses to stories death tends to scare so many away.

The loss of a spouse coupled with the total disconnect that happens with all of our problems could be scary. I do believe that most of us...at the end of our rope....could not even visualize this...I couldn't.. You (Wanda) seem VERY STRONG.

I am sooooo very blessed by a husband that understands what I am going through. I have a support system through this process, family and friends. I doubt many do. I grieve for all that don't.

The notion of losing the one person that can really see the changes, and be your best friend through all of this, it is a loss on so many levels. I wanted to let all our girls know that god blesses us in many ways. Wanda got to be with her man and he "understood". It was a limited time- it was a blessing-as all life should be.

We need to take a lesson from this. Cherish. Whether it be your spouse, your children, your family or a good friend. Yes, we have been robbed. I have (althought, I honestly have to say I have a hard time with this) to believe it is for the greater good-getting the word out.

I get mad at god an awful lot. I told him I wasnt going to to do a darn thing to help anyone else-yet, here I am, again, posting away on curezone.....hmmm....

I see posts that come in-begging for help, and, well, we all need to do our part. NEWBIES INCLUDED! I hope one day I wont need to check up on this forum-but I have a sneaking suspicion (just like arti did) I will keep an eye out. If you haven't had a chance to see her post-DO. It is where we will all be one day....

In the meantime, LET US PLEASE PRAY FOR WANDA-WHOMEVER your god may be. She has children, and a long road ahead. I hope god will be kind to all of you..WE WILL HEAL, AND WE WILL BE STONG-MY LOVE TO YOU ALL.