Gina, several months ago Turiya posted this http://curezone.com/forums/fm.asp?i=1401252 it was the first time I had ever heard anything about this. I've been in all the other stuff for a long time but this was shocking to say the least. Its the biggest lie of all.
When you get time read the whole thread its good stuff but the first post by Turiya really cemented the truth for me. I printed it out and read it until I really understood it. I've read many things regarding Strawman since then but this post helped me the most to understand the whole thing.
I can imagine how overwhelmed you must be feeling because this is all coming at you at once, I just wanted to show you what helped me the most in understanding it all. Hope this helps.
Nobody thinks you're taking over the forum LOL, no need to apologize, I'm just glad to see another person is learning the truth.