Speechless and Overwhelemed with Love and Gratitude

How could I ever respond to this outpouring of love?  You have no idea what you all have done to my heart.  I find myself speechless, as there are no words in the English language that reflect how I truly feel.  All I can say is how thankful I am to have each and everyone of you in my life.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your love, prayers, good thoughts, energy, and light.  I find that I have quite a few private emails and I will respond to you individually as time and energy permits.  Right now I am taking it a bit easy, taking my supplements, doing my breathing treatments with colloidal silver and Lobelia and working on getting my strength up to make the trip back home, where I belong.  I feel like Dorothy.  Misty....  Heidi...  We're not in East Texas anymore.  Must find those ruby slippers.

I was already in tears when I came to the post with regard to the paypal account.  Then the flood gates opened.  And mind you, I can't do a lot of crying right now (or laughing either for that matter) as it will trigger an asthma attack.  But I cannot fathom the love found in Curezone.  We are not just a group of people in search of healing.  We are a loving family who truly care for each other's wellbeing, physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. 

How can I thank you......  for your caring...... for your friendship.......  most of all, for your love?  From the deepest recesses of my heart I thank you.

The final diagnosis was fatigue, a pneumonia-like viral infection (not sure what that means but that's what they said), and asthma.  Now that I am out of the hospital I am focusing on building myself up to go back to East Texas as soon as possible.  Yep, they discharged me with all sorts of prescriptions.  Even gave me a couple of inhalers for the road, and I put them all to the best possible use, dumped them in the garbage.

Tony, during this past week, you have been my lifeline.  I love you more than you can imagine.  The day I met you a special star appeared in the heavens.  Thank you for being "you." 

Yet....... during this ordeal, I learned quite a lot.  I was a quiet little mouse listening to the ongoings around me, while soaking it all in.  I learned about the tragedy of hospice care, in California anyway, and how it is used to actually hasten death.  I will be doing an in depth article on this in the near future.  I met cancer patients who hopefully will be visiting Curezone and Oleandersoup shortly.  And as I watched my roommate being prepared for her first radiation treatment, as lovingly and tactfully as I possibly could, explained how these treatments could end up being to her detriment.  Upon my departure, I left her with the Natural Anti-Cancer Protocol.  We exchanged phone numbers, so I will be in contact with her and plan to visit her once my strength returns.

I met people from different walks of life, one nurse in particular, and without going into detail learned how important it is to love each person unconditionally for who and what they are.  Any judgments?  Leave them up to God.  That's not our job.

All in all, there were lessons to be learned this week, important lessons.  Yet, thank goodness it is over.  By Thursday I was literally going stir crazy. 

Now, onward and upward towards healing and gaining my strength for my trip back home.  Tony and I have a target date of August 1st, although if the opportunity arises and I feel well enough I may head back sooner.  And then we will begin the next chapter of our lives together.  The first chapter of many more to follow.    And hey grandpa........  I will gladly do all the necessary baby things until he is ready to go fishing.    One thing I cannot wait for though......  And that is to see the look of magic and wonder on your face the first time you gaze on your grandson.

Thank you all again for your outpouring of love.  I don't know what I would do without you. I am indeed blessed.

And........

There's no place like home.........  There's no place like home...........  There's no place like home........

I love you all dearly,

Luella