Allikat, I did it...

I finally went today, and I was very nervous.. I got to Dot's house and she quickly sent me to a little room that was small, messy and overall not very "hygienic" looking. In any event, We got started and she quickly filled me up with water (she does have the closed system) and quite soon I was feeling an enourmous pressure to "go" to the bathroom...a nd she said that "because it was my first time, that she would let me go to the bathroom" and she did. I emptied out allt he water (very little "material came out) and then we started again... this time she added oxygen to the ater (she said it would help). After a few times of water goign in and water comign out, again, I was too fulla nd she let me go to the bathroom. After that, it was over.. she told me to get dressed and gave me some pills that I am supposed to take every day to help my BM's.
I ama little disappointed with the whole thing, in fact I was hoping to "release" much more.. isntead it was just the same as any other BM that I have... :( I am not sure if the whole session was "normal" or what! Was she supposed to le tme go to the bathroom? Why did it last so little time? (I had read on these boards that the whole thign lasts 1 hr, mine was more like 30 min). And why didn't I release anything? She never massaged me either.. only towards the end when I asked her if she was going to do it...
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