That news is so great, really happy for you! At this point in time, my struggles are not the same as yours, but I can relate to that amazing feeling or realization that something has 'changed'. For myself it has been changes in the way I perceive others or situations. I used to be so hard on my loved ones. It's so different now, the old momo is dead, and the new momo is still evolving...angels? Raphael? Isn't he the angel of healing? luv, momo