First day juice fast

Ive been REALLY slacking for about a week now. The longer I get away from my master cleanse, the less disciplined I get. Im not doing my next one until the end of May and Im worried because of how naughty im getting. So,I decided I need to juice fast to re-adjust myself, plus there great anyways.This first day is sooo hard (like ive never done anything like this before!). And really ive never juice fasted for longer than a day,but there were times when it was really 80% of my diet.
Im starting the IF#1&2 today. I took my first IF#1 last night. I went ahead and started the IF#2 today cause I KNEW that the 3 BM's would kick in right away. And they have!! Already 3 and the days not over. I did take another IF#1 this morning though.Love all my stuff from UNY : )

For lunch I just really wasnt in the mood for another spicy veggie drink. Which was me just trying to defeat myself cause I LOVE them and crave them like crazy, so I decided to do something different for lunch. I made an only fruit juice drink. Ive never done that before and I just happened to have some fresh fruit in the house. I used: Apple,Lemon,Red Grapes,Banana,Strawberries. OMG it was amazing!!!!! Best frickin thing ive ever had : ) Im of course going to stick with my other stuff but it helped me get over that hump today.And im already wanting my regular juice again!
Im only doing this for 5 days.My life is just too crazy on the weekends to try to hold to something unless im really determined to complete a long amount of time. I do know my thinking will be corrected from these five days. I will behave much better after. Stuff like this really inspires me and I really focus on what I want out of life.
When I read this forum, it makes me realize just how much I need to change but its not going to happen over night :(

Opps forgot to mention, ive been overwhelmingly tired for the past week too. Ive been sleeping terrible,wake up feeling like crap.I just got my period yesterday so maybe that has something to do with everything. Tweet