Given up hope

I'm scared of nights. Pinworms-my worst enemy. This is the worst thing that has ever happend to me. I have always been my own advocate, but I am confused and feeling lost and helpless with this battle. Nights are the worst time. Even with the homade capsules with olive oil, fennel, wormwood, thyme, clover, I still woke up at 3, feeling that creepy tickly feeling. (glaxo - recommendation) It wakes you up out of a sound sleep. I am getting hopeless here. I'm on day 12 of ParaGone, by Renew Life. (also, on a probiotic, and colon cleanse) I'm not feeling any different. I am living in a bubble daily, cleansing, cleaning, disinfecting, masking myself when I do laundry, changing clothes, underware, bedding. It's not working and I am not feeling relief and I am panicking. I got a hold of an infectious disease doctor and will pursue that, but I don't know if he will be any different than the other doctors. the one thing that I did notice different, is the kind of light brown specs on the tissue. I don't know what that is. No, it's not bowl, because I clean myself constantly, Ewww, gross. I am so squeaky clean down there. Maybe its the eggs. Whatever. Does anybody ever get better here? I feel discusted to myself and my husband and everyone around me. How long should you see results with the ParaGone? Many thoughts here, sorry. Tweet