Re: Interesting Venus Transit feeling...

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Hi Tracey,
I'm glad you have good feelings now. My transit experience wasn't really as I expected but I felt pretty good at the end.
I had a class on Tuesday at 8 am so I wanted to sleep early and wake in the early morning. I went into the woods with my sleeping bag around 7 pm Monday evening and meditated for half an hour. While soaking myself in insect repellant I managed to *touch with your tongue* down a big lungful because I am clutzy. I went to the top of the cliffs and tried to fall asleep but it was hot and I didn't manage to fall asleep until about 11 (the insect repellant fumes funneling up to my head didn't help much either).
At one my watch alarm woke me and I was dissapointed that the moon had not yet arisen. I was sad about that. The moon came up about 2 or 2:30 though and shortly after I had some fast visions. It seemed as though they were entities but it happened so fast and I'm all too aware of how the mind can change memory to fit things it recognizes or wants to remember. In my visions of the past it's usually only landscapes or patterns but this time it was definitely of a cluster of tall figures.... they were not threatening and at the end one of them seemed to turn away as though to leave. Insect repellant is strange. I could not get back to sleep after that and I must admit it was a pretty uncomfortable night. I could not see the low sunrise because of the treeline but as the woods got brighter I definitely felt happier.
At 6:30 a.m. I left the woods to try to get in a quick run before I had to drive off to my class at 7:30. Right as I stepped out from my drive onto the road I startled a doe about 15' away, she bolted off into the woods. I only do three miles but it was an agonizing run not only because of the big lungful of OFF! I got the evening before but also cause of how skin pores soak inward when you sweat (I only remembered this later as I felt weak and nauseous the rest of the morning). I was pretty close to having to stop and walk up the big hill, which I haven't had to do for a long time, but I kept running.
On the last wide open stretch of road before getting home I found I was running directly toward what I think is the most beautiful sunrise I've ever seen. The clouds were arranged perfectly centered around the sun and nowhere else in the sky. This is pretty cheesy but the fluffy one hanging just in front of the sun looked like one of those snow angels you make as a kid, with arms upstretched, perfectly upright to the sun. It was pretty inspiring. I don't really know if I feel any difference now it's happened but that was my VT experience anyway.
This'll probably be my last post for a time. I want to try looking at energy-change predictions in hindsight to be blind in the scientific sense. I Hope you're right about all of it so I guess I can't be unbiased even if I do go blind for a bit.
love HC