INFP

Hey, I'm an INFP too! I remember when I first took the test I was soooo happy to know why I always felt so different. I mean only 1% of the population? How can that be?

I think its also why I like it here at curezone so much. Because there seems to be a lot of us here! Lots of NF's, the Idealist.

I'm still not comfortable knowing that I'm an INFP. In away I think, 'who me?'. Because my whole life I tried to be like everyone else, tried to convince myself that I'm not special, and it worked. 24 years later it turns out that I really am different, in a small way, and I just cant seem to except it. I always felt different, like there was something special about me. I don't want that to sound narcissistic, but its how I felt. As if I have something very special to do. Yet at the same time I felt ashamed for even thinking that way. As if thinking like that made me narsisictic/selfish in a bad way. I always thought it was about everyone else but me, and I had no right to think that way. I am just here to serve and help others.

Oh wow........ I still feel that way. I LOVE THIS PLACE! Things just come to you out of seemingly nowhere! I have NO need to feel ashamed for feeling like I am special!!! You know? We ALL ARE!! Duh!! We ALL have our unique qualities! So I am initialed to love and respect mine! I AM SPECIAL darn it! Just as everyone here is!!!

It feels so good to be able to say that. I AM SPECIAL. It makes me feel happy inside to finally get it. Darn tears, I went and made myself cry now. But its a good one. I just want to climb a mountain and shout "I AM SPECIAL" for all to hear.

Thank you to everyone who made this happen. Tracey for having that test on your site for Shellycat to take, and then post about. Vtool for posting that you too are an INFP. And Curezone for being here for us all to post. Its such an intricate web we weave and live in. And it amazes me each time I get to feel it. Because there are an infinite number of things that had to come together for this to happen. Perhaps this sounds silly, but I feel it.

I love you all,

Ashley