North Node Versuses Midheaven

I have a personal dilemma. I have my True North Node in the 4th House, in the sign of Aquarius, 3 degree 33', right beside my IC (Descendant) line. This makes my South Node at 3 degree 33' Leo in the 10th house, right beside my Leo Master-Cleanse (Midheaven) at 2 degree' 46. Hence, my Master-Cleanse is in opposition to my North Node! What I am wondering is how do I satisfy my natural Leo Midheaven and South Node craving for career, public attention and leadership with my humanitarian Aquarian North Node, in the 4th house of family, home, and emotional and personal introspection.

All the websites I've been to say that my spiritual destiny lies within the family, home and domestic sphere. This does not explain my desire for a formidable CAREER (as an Actor nonetheless, which explains my Leo Master-Cleanse and how my Leo South Node still lusts for the 'applause of the audience').

I also have two nice trines from my Sun (Pisces, in 5th house which is ruled by Leo), and Neptune (Pisces' Ruling Planet) to my MC (in Leo which is ruled by the Sun), along with sextiles from Saturn, Moon and Pluto. Very nice indeed for the Midheaven. The ONLY opposition is my North Node.

My Moon, Gemini at 3 degree 07', trines my North Node, along with Saturn (also in Gemini) and Pluto (Libra). My Neptune (Sagittarius) sextiles my North Node. I have no planets in the 10th House. My North Node is WEST to the 'Line of Advantage' (emphasizing public awards and recognition), which means I won't be bringing home that Oscar or Tony too soon.

Note: Line of Advantage is defined at www.astrology-numerology.com, in the Astrological Glossary there, great website.

What do I do? I really want success in my career, but my destiny for this lifetime seems to lie within the confines of domestic life. This is strange since I have no desire to be married (even though my rising sign is Libra and I have Venus in Taurus in the 7th house of partnerships) - any suggestions, thoughts, premonitions....Should I change careers? Astrology, perhaps?

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