Karmic/Soul Mate relationship

Hi Tracy (my name is also Tracy:),

In synastry, my bf and I have the following aspects and I do feel a heavy karmic link with him (it shows in our synastry aspects. Most noticably, we have the venus-pluto trine double-whammy; his venus falls into my south node in the 8th house; His saturn falls into my 12th house where my sun, anartic mercury, and venus is placed; we have moon, mercury, sun, and mars nodal connections as well. Among with many other saturn, neptune, Uranus, and pluto aspects. So the followings are the aspects that I have worked out between us. Based on these, do you think we have endurance? I mean, we really like each other and respect each other. He changed me and I changed him, but our whole relationship is plaque with suspicions and jealousy since both he and I have other followers as well and we don't seem to trust each other. Beside the trust issue, there is also the issue of different social background and my family is strongly against this relationship, for they think I deserve better mate than him. He is hard-working but not rich and is much older than me. Yet despite these differences, we do like each other and enjoy each other's companies. But it seems like too many obstacles standing in our way, and although I feel a responsibility with him, I also am insecure about our lives together. Even if this one is not meant to be, I'm still interest in knowing the karmic aspects of it (or soulmates even since we have many grand trines, moon/sun conjunctions, chiron connections, nodal contacts, etc..).
Your help is greatly appreciated!
So here are the aspects...sorry about all the babbling...

***conjuntions***
1) My sun, mercury, and venus (all in 12th house) conjuncts his saturn in Gemini.
2) My ascendant conjuncts his south node in Cancer, and my descendant conjuncts his mars, jupiter, and north node in Capricorn.
3) My saturn conjuncts his Uranus and Pluto in Libra.
4) My south node conjuncts his venus
5) My Master-Cleanse and moon conjunct his sun and mercury in Pisces.
6) My Jupiter, Saturn, and neptune conjuncts his uranus and pluto
***Opposition***
1) My north node opposes his venus
2) My ascendant opposites his mars, jupiter, and north node.
3) My Master-Cleanse opposites his moon.
4) My sun, mercury, and venus opposite his neptune.
5) My moon opposes his moon.
6) My neptune opposes his saturn.
***Squares***
1) My descendant squares his uranus and pluto
2) My Uranus squares his venus
3) My Ascendant squares his sun, moon, and mercury
4) My Master-Cleanse squares his Saturn and Neptune
5) My Mars squares his Venus
6) My Sun, Mercury, and Venus, square his sun, mercury, and moon
7) My moon squares his saturn and neptune
8) My neptunesquares his sun, moon, mercury
9) My jupiter, saturn, and pluto square his mars, jupiter, north node and south nodes
***Trines***
1) My ascendant trines his sun and mercury
2) My MC trines his south node
3) My descendant in Caprocorn and mars in Taurus form a grand trine with his moon in Virgo
4) My sun forms a grand trine with his venus and uranus
5) My sun trines his pluto
6) My My mercury forms a grand trine with his venus and uranus
7) My mercury trines his pluto
8) My venus forms a grand trine with his venus and uranus
9) My venus trines his pluto and his pluto trines my venus (double-whammy)
10) My moon trines his south node
11) My Mars in taurus forms a grand trines with his moon in virgo and mars/jupiter/north node in capricorn
13) My jupiter forms a grand trine with his venus and saturn
14) My saturn forms a grand trine with his venus and saturn
15) my uranus forms grand trines with his sun/mercury in pisces, and south node in cancer
16) my pluto forms a grand trine with his saturn and venus
17) mysouth node in aquarius trines his saturn in gemini, and uranus/pluto in libra
18) my noth node trines his neptune
***Sextiles***
1) My MC sext his mars, jupiter, and north node
2) My ascendant sext his moon
3) My descendant sext his sun, mercury
4) My north ndoe sext his saturn, uranus, and pluto
5) My south node sext his neptune
6) My neptune sext his venus, uranus, and pluto
7) My uranus sext his north node, mars, jupiter, moon
8) My jupiter and saturn sext his neptune
9) My mars sext his south node, sun, and mercury
10) My moon sext his mars, jupiter, and north node
***Chiron***
1) My Chiron trines his moon, mars, jupiter
2) My chiron trines his north node; his chiron trines my north node
3) My Chiron sext his south node' his chiron sext my south node
4) My Chiron squares his venus
5) My Neptune trines his chiron
6) My jupiter, saturn, pluto oppose his chiron (I heard that saturn opposes chiron is a heartbreak aspect...i sthis true?)
7) My ascendant, mercury, descendant square his chiron
8) My sun, venus sext his chiron

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