Re: A counter argument of the Indigo/Crystal Children.
Hello,
I get a little creeped out about labels as well and have resited them all of my 40 years. I KNOW that I am an indigo like I have never know anything in my life. I have looked on to a few of the forums in which people have discussed there "indigoness" and have found much of the discussion dribble from some that like the label, but really do not understand, I can not hold that against them. This is not somthing that you choose nor is it somthing that can be understood without it being the entireity of your experience.
I am not a misfit that has just found a place to belong. I never choose to belong in systems and structures that did not resonate with me. I learned what I had to do to get by, I have the system by the tail. If you believe that it has always been trial and anguish, like some of the surveys may suggest it simply is not true. My position throughout my life is leave me alone and let me do as I am led. This is the difficult part about being an indigo. It is not the way that society has been conditioned. I have done my inner work prior to discovering that I was not the only human that was like me. I cried when I foud out that I was not alone in the world. It resonated to the very very core of my being and the simple fact alone has created much ease where before I had none. I have questioned evertything forever and have bitten my touge and said yes maam and yes sir, when I knew it was against the fundemental laws of the universe. I had come to the conclusion that this world was screwed and that its course was set and that there was nothing that could be done about it. This a pitiful place to live when that is your conclusion. I always have known how things worked and how they fit together, and have had a large dose of society trying to convience me that I did not. Well I do, and I know that I know. I know how all of the pieces fit together and I will not hold my tounge any more. I know now that MY Pourpose in life is not to tolerate the insanity and call it out in any circumstance regurdless of the supposied consequences.
I know that the world is scared of the truth and the made up supposeded truth of society has stood unchecked for far to long. I have bitten my tounge for far too long. I have been patient, but know more we are reaching critial mass. the world is changing and the new world view is coming regurdless of what anyone thinks. IT JUST IS.
A nice house in the burbs with a good lob and good friends is an illusion and an intoxicant just like a twelve pack of beer. You will awaken. Everyone will. But to hold on and just be kind to everone only insures that you will come along on the top of the bell curve. I do not fear it, I welcome it. It was such a pleasure to be born right now. This is a fact the I used to dread because of the condition and coruptness of the world. We have spent far too much energy on this illusion and I personally will give NO MORE power to it. Everyone else will come to this conclusion as well but it is really nice to know it now and it is very nice to know that WE ARE Changing the world. I am so very happy and grateful that I will see it when this critical mass of young indigos demand that these corrupt systems fall as they are archaic. I am very happy that my existance and beliefs are starting to be validated as I have held them alone for these 40 years. That is not the part that was easy, the easy part is now.
I would suggest that you get your head out of Ekhart Tolle, it is not the answer. The ego is a filter that has to be dismantled, but it is not the end all beat all, it is just the beginning so that you may peer into what is real. There is soo much behind it all. None of this is in any book and has nothing to do with any intellectual knowledge.
I an excited to see the the establishment crash onto itself. I will have a front row seat. I would suggest that anyone and everyone quit giving it your energy and that is the way that you can do somthing about it. I am so tired of the catch phrase of "just be" being thrown around and will not listen to it from anyone that touchs money, has a check book, a job, mortgage, electricity bill, etc. My Tai Chi Master is the closest person that I have ever seen that does "just be" and there are not a lots like him around. I think that that sad bubble that is gonna bust is when the "just beiers" find out that they cannot make the the real commitments to that lifestyle. I know some can maybe 0.1% of the population.
I am an Indigo. I am happy that I am not alone. I would be as I am whether there was another like me in the world or not. It is how I am and how I have been. I am excited to know that finally I know that I am not the only one who wonders why everyone else just does not see.