Are you sure you want to let the spazzers take over? :)
I haven't been here this long on the curezone. I know well that I have contributed to the fear mongering. I am coming out the other side now. (but slowly) :)
I "feel" it is a growth process. As one begins to waking up IT IS SHOCKING! You are overwhelmed by Revelations of truth - the real world - the TRUE history of the world.... Old beliefs die hard.... One tends to be angry and fearful - if this is going on then what else???? and so on... Everything can seem so out of control.
But there IS light at the end of the tunned. Fear brings forth seeking knowledge - Knowledge brings forth wisdom - Wisdom brings forth hope. Hope brings forth joy and fear can no longer be found..... It seems to be a continuous process of perfecting us.
And Yes I am hopeful that we are transforming - through experience in the duality (or polarity) of this world. But to what? To actually walk in love, and truth, and oneness - letting the duality pass away....